im so ready to be done with foco already. im sick of the stress and drama and all the shit that goes on. im realizing the true personalities of some of my friends and i cant understand how we managed to all get along last year living in the dorms together. i love the girls to death but holy shit, calm the fuck down already. you all freak out about the stupidest things.

as much as i know i would probably hate it, i wish University of Wyoming offered my major, then i could atleast be on a good rodeo team, be able to hang out with the people from washington i rodeoed with, be able to hang out with amanda and drew more, not have to deal with all the flippin drama. the down side is i would see the one person i cant handle seeing at the moment.

i have never regretted anything in my life until this summer ended. never. and i always told myself never to regret anything. well its a lot easier said then done once you have lost something that means a lot to you. i honestly dont understand why it is so hard to get over him right now, it has never been this hard to get over a guy....im just ready to be done crying....